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Previously:
Kerri felt betrayed when she learned
that Beau had kept the truth about her accident from
her. The two had a blowout when he tried to stop her
from moving out of their home.
Superstar snowboarder Jonothan Albion
arrived at the Highwind. Remy tried to convince his
old rival to take part in the X-Limit's grand opening
exhibition, but Jono's attention was more focused
on Elena.
The Highwind X-Limit
Beau
Ormand was hanging signs announcing the X-Limit's
grand opening and membership sales. He couldn't believe
it was really about to happen. The last time he'd
worked so hard at anything, he was opening the Bel
Ami Club with his
little brother, and now, here they were gearing
up for another debut.
But this one felt more bittersweet.
Today was the first day he'd worked with Kerrigan
since she'd moved out of their home, and Beau could
see she was doing her best to avoid him completely.
He wanted to be as professional as possible about
this -- not let their personal problems bleed into
the workplace -- but what was professional
about not speaking to your business partner?
He
felt like an asshole for the way he'd treated her.
He hated himself for getting into this position in
the first place. He never should have opened himself
up to being put in the middle of Kerri and her
brother. If he'd just been honest with her all
along instead of trying to appease them both, things
would have been different.
Beau continued setting up a display,
casting the thoughts aside. There was no use for hindsight
now. The damage was already done. He reached for his
hammer, but he couldn't find it amongst the scattered
tools on the floor.
"Great," he muttered, looking
around the room.
Kerri peered down at him from the front
desk where she was going over paperwork. With a sheepish
smile, she came to him, extending her hand and his
hammer.
"I borrowed it earlier. Sorry."
He took it from her carefully. It was
the first time she'd spoken to him all morning. He
felt like this was his opportunity to say something
-- the right thing -- to put this dispute to
bed and get back to normal.
Kerri seemed to sense he was about
to speak, but in the pressure to find the perfect
words, he hesitated and the moment was lost. She headed
back to the desk.
"Kerri, wait," he said softly.
He still didn't know how to apologize or make up for
what he had done, but he'd have to wing it. "We
can't keep going on like this. It's driving me crazy,
seeing you and not being able to talk to you. It's
torture."
"We can talk," she said,
turning to face him. Her words were warmer than before.
"I don't want the X-Limit to suffer because of
us."
"I don't care about the X-Limit.
I care about us," Beau answered. "Look,
whatever we have is more important to me than this
job, or your brother, or anything else. I know I acted
like an idiot the other night when you were packing
your bags. I shouldn't have yelled at you, but when
I walked in on that I was scared and caught off-guard.
I didn't know what else to do, but I couldn't stand
back and just let you go."
He hoped she could tell how truly sorry
he was, and she seemed to soften to him in hearing
his words. "I'm sorry I had to go, but there
are some things I need to work out for myself and
come to terms with before I'll be ready to move on.
I've been on this search -- wanting to put an end
to these questions I've had for years now. It's been
my driving force for as long as I can remember. Now,
even with the answers I thought I'd never find, it's
not any easier to process."
"But can't we work through this
together? You shouldn't have to deal with this all
on your own. I know I disappointed you, but this can't
be it for us."
"Beau," she said, her tone
guarded. "I wish it were that simple. Just because
I moved out doesn't mean I don't want to be with you.
Of course I hope we can work things out, but it's
more complicated than that."
"Why does it have to be? If you
still love me, that's all that should matter."
He dared to take her hands now, looking at her and
hoping she could see what was right in front of her
instead of being swept up in her past. That dark part
of her life could be put to rest, finally, if only
she'd let herself move forward with him.
"Come home," he pleaded,
looking down to her hand. Kerri followed his lead,
her eyes landing on her engagement ring, her expression
uncertain. "Come back home with me and we'll
get past this. Everything will be different, if you
give me this one more chance."
The Highwind - Conference Room
Giselle
Ormand was already agitated when she entered the
conference room with her new PR Coordinator, Paul
Schultz. The two of them had been discussing business
plans over lunch when Remy
interrupted to call her back to the office. "This
had better be worth the trouble."
Paul and Giselle took their seats at
the table across from Remy.
"Hey, don't get lippy with me.
I'm just the messenger," Remy shrugged. "Elena
wanted to see you."
Giselle was dying to know what was
so important -- if only to get it over with and return
to her daily routine. "What is this all about?"
she implored.
"She said she needed to see us
all. I don't know what's going on."
Just then, Elena and Scarlet
walked in together, joining the group. "Sorry
to bother you..." Scarlet said.
"...But we have concerns,"
Elena finished her sentence. The two women exchanged
wary glances.
Giselle bit her tongue and gestured
to Elena, urging her to proceed.
"We know the opening of the X-Limit
is an important event for the Highwind, and for getting
back on track with our investors and guests,"
Elena began.
"But we're thinking this snowboarding
exhibition might be a bad idea," Scarlet said,
the attention turning to her.
Remy jumped up from the table. "Are
you kidding me? What's wrong with it?" he asked,
personally offended that his first contribution as
part of the X-Limit team was coming was under fire.
"Everything's going great. We've already got
the talent lined up, and we've pre-sold tons of tickets."
"Where is this coming from?"
Giselle asked Elena and Scarlet.
"It's Jonothan
Albion," Scarlet said. "He's a mess,
and he's driving us crazy. I know he's one of the
biggest stars of the sport, but he's also one of the
most egotistical, self-centered pricks I've ever had
to work with. Does he have to be a part of
this event?"
Everyone seemed taken aback by Scarlet's
brash assessment.
"I'm not a complainer by any stretch
of the imagination, but you have no idea how many
staff members have come to me, driven mad by all of
his wild demands. He sent his breakfast back to the
kitchen four times this morning alone ... because
the waitresses we sent him weren't hot enough,"
she said, her disgust evident.
"It shouldn't be too hard to find
an attractive woman capable of handing this man a
plate of food," Giselle said, though his actions
did sound a bit extreme.
"Oh, that's only the beginning,"
Scarlet gave a wry laugh. "He's been harassing
all of the female staffers from the moment he
checked in. I have to beg the employees to handle
his requests."
"And trust us, he has a lot
of them. Look at his demands!" Elena said, producing
a list handwritten by the Highwind's newest resident
terror. "Who does he think he is?"
"What the hell is a 'Halo 3'?"
Giselle asked, reading through the exorbitant list.
"And a twenty-four hour, on-call masseuse dressed
in a Little Bo Peep costume? Well, Linda's never going
to agree to that. We'll have to hire outside,"
she huffed, setting Jono's list aside. "Is this
degenerate really worth all of the trouble?"
she asked the group, beginning to see Scarlet and
Elena's side of the issue.
"I think he's a chauvinistic asshole,"
Scarlet answered, folding her arms in front of her.
"He'll
settle down in a few days," Remy said. "We
have to tough it out. We need him."
Giselle looked to Paul for his input
on the matter.
"He's the biggest star in extreme
sports. Whatever personal issues we might have with
him, he'll be a huge draw. He fits the X-Limit's target
demographic perfectly."
"Target demographic? You mean
'Pretentious freaks with bad British accents'?"
Elena said, earning a laugh from Scarlet. "Fine.
Whatever."
Giselle knew the women weren't satisfied,
but she didn't care. If this was really as important
to the X-Limit and to Remy as he made it out to be,
then Elena and Scarlet would have to deal with it.
"Remy, this was your idea, so do your best to
keep your friend in line. Indulge him, for now. Keep
him away from these two, and hopefully he'll settle
down and get serious about the exhibition as it draws
closer.
"I will," Remy nodded. "This
event will be a success. I'll make sure of it."
The Highwind X-Limit
Beau was never going to understand.
One of the things that frustrated Kerri the most was
the way that everything was so black and white to
him. In his eyes, if she still loved him, she should
just be able to forgive him. It all sounded so simple
when he put it that way, but that wasn't how she felt.
"I'm not ready yet. I'm sorry,
but I can't," she said. As much as she wanted
to say the words, to say everything was fine
between them and that she was over everything that
had happened, it wasn't that easy. "Nothing's
been resolved. I know you're sorry, but I have to
figure out for myself where to go from here. It's
only going to make things worse if we try to force
it."
"No. What's only going to make
things worse is putting more distance between us.
How will being apart from one another resolve anything?
How am I supposed to make things better for us if
you won't let me in?"
"Because you can't just make
it better," she said, slightly exasperated
now. Her emotions were raw and exposed from the continued
back and forth, but Beau didn't seem to be getting
the point at all. He just couldn't comprehend that
there wasn't always an easy fix to everything.
"But, I don't know what else to
do," he said in surrender.
Kerri looked to his remorseful face,
the defeat in his eyes. Her irritation melted away.
"This isn't all about the accident or Miles,
you know? We had some serious issues in our relationship
before this, it was just easier to ignore them back
then."
"What do you mean? I thought we
were fine. Things were perfect, at least it felt that
way to me. You weren't happy?"
"I was happy," she clarified,
"but sometimes, it was like I was trying so hard
to live up to your version of perfect, I felt
like an accessory."
"I wish I'd known. I would never
want you to feel like that," Beau insisted. "What
do you want that I haven't given you? What is your
perfect version of us?"
"An equal partnership," she
said easily. "I don't like it when you keep me
in the dark or push me aside, even when you think
it's for my best interest." It was the biggest
obstacle she could see that stood in the way of them
being together. "When I walked out on you the
other night, you made me feel so worthless. You told
me I needed you and that I couldn't get by
without you. It was disgusting, Beau. I don't need
you to protect me. I'm perfectly capable of taking
care of myself."
"I know. I know you are,"
he answered, shaking his head in disgust with himself.
"I didn't mean what I said. I was angry, and
I was afraid of losing you. If anything, I'm the one
who needs you."
Kerri breathed deep. It was a struggle
to keep her resolve, hearing him promise things would
be different. Maybe they would, maybe they wouldn't.
Beau looked so crushed. He said he
needed her ... but she knew he'd say anything to make
it right between them again. Did he really mean it?
Maybe some time apart would help Beau decide if he
really did need her, or if he was just in
love with the idea of them being together.
"I'm not coming home," she
decided. His mouth dropped open, ready to protest,
but he wisely held his tongue and allowed her to have
her say. "And we can't get married, not like
this." She slipped her beautiful ring from her
finger. It pained her. She'd become so accustomed
to the idea of a family with him -- it was like giving
away a piece of herself or handing off a dream.
"Keep it. Please, Kerri. If I
take it from you ... then it will feel like we're
really over, won't it?"
"We're not over," she promised,
closing her hand around the ring. "We'll figure
it out somehow."
He held her close and repeated her
assurance. "We'll figure it out together."
The Bel Ami Club
After work, Elena and Scarlet consoled
each other over a little Happy Hour drinking. "We
were so close," Scarlet moaned, drinking a vodka-soda.
"We almost got rid of him."
"Yeah,
but I think Giselle and the others may be right, as
much as it kills me to admit it. He will be good for
business, as long as he's serious about putting on
a decent show. I only hate him because he reminds
me of an old boyfriend I had in college. Reminds me
of most of them, actually. They were all such jerks,"
she laughed, reminiscing. "You're lucky you don't
have to put up with that!"
"Are you kidding me?" Scarlet
said. "You don't think I've met my share of arrogant,
dramatic women? Because I have, and I feel your pain."
The bartender came and brought them
both another round.
"Have you ever dated a man?"
Elena asked. "Have you always known?"
Scarlet stirred her drink with her
straw. "I've dated a few, but I was really young
then. It was never anything too serious. I think I
knew what I wanted fairly early on in life."
"Must be nice..."
"What about you? Do you know what
you're looking for? Haven't you ever been in love?"
"Maybe," Elena answered,
beginning to wonder for herself. "I was in love
with Beau. He's the reason I came back to St. Laurent,
though we can see how well that turned out. It was
the only time I've ever been in love ... at least,
I think it was. Maybe it wasn't. Maybe it was just
a one-sided infatuation. Who knows?
Scarlet was intrigued. "Why did
it end?"
"It was too complicated. With
the Highwind, and our families' histories, and Giselle
and me constantly at each others' throats ... it's
probably better that it ended when it did. It took
a while, but I've moved past him. I don't hold anything
against him or Kerrigan anymore."
"It's not good to hold on to those
kinds of things," Scarlet agreed. "Has there
been anyone else since then? You can't have been single
for all this time."
"Nothing serious. Nothing worth
mentioning," Elena muttered, thinking about Miles
and what a joke their short-lived romance was.
"Come on! I want to hear."
"He was younger than me. That
was my first mistake," she said. "He was
also Kerri's brother. Strike number two," she
added. "I never knew what he was thinking. He
never seemed interested in a serious relationship,
so it was awkward. I think he might have been worried
about making things worse between me and Kerri, but
he broke things off so randomly. I don't even knew
what I did to deserve it. Typical right?"
"It doesn't sound like you
were the problem."
"It's fine," she said, dismissing
it all with a wave of her hand. "It doesn't matter
anymore. At least I have my career," she said
sarcastically. A career she'd never planned for. For
as little experience as she'd had coming into the
Highwind, she never thought she'd come to enjoy her
job and the challenges it presented. She'd come a
long way since the old days. "Things have been
better at the Highwind lately. You should have seen
how it was before. Giselle and I are actually getting
along now. Maybe it's a good thing I've sworn off
dating. It's given me other things to care about."
"You shouldn't swear off dating
if the opportunity presents itself," Scarlet
said, smiling a mischievous smile. "Maybe you
just need to swear off dating men."
They shared a laugh. Elena reached
out and took Scarlet's hand, grateful to have a friend
who understood her and actually enjoyed listening
to all of her drama.
"Elena," Scarlet said, suddenly
uncomfortable. She looked down to where Elena had
taken her hand. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have
gone there--"
"Don't apologize," she said,
taking her other hand now, too. "It's really
not a big deal. You don't have to walk on eggshells
around me."
She knew Scarlet had only been joking
in her flirting just now, but the more time they spent
together, the more Elena began to wonder what it must
be like for her. What would it be like to walk in
Scarlet's shoes for a day? Somehow, it didn't seem
as unusual or foreign to her as she originally thought.
At least, not when she was in Scarlet's company.
The Bel Ami Club
Remy and Jonothan showed up at the
bar later that evening. A live band was playing, music
reverberating through the club. He was trying to come
up with a way keep Jono in line at the Highwind, but
the noise wasn't helping his thought process. Remy
knew the more he tried to convince him to behave,
the more Jono would act out, out of spite.
It wasn't until they'd taken their
seats near the bar that Remy saw Elena and Scarlet.
The two women were talking closely, inaudible. The
last thing he intended to do was stop and say hi to
them, especially with Jono along.
"Hey,
look who's here," Jono said, noticing the women
for himself. "Shall we buy them a round?"
"I'll take a Crown and Coke."
Remy ignored Jonothan, ordering a drink from Josie,
who was working the bar. "What are you having?"
Remy asked, taking Jono's shoulder. He hoped to distract
him away from Elena and Scarlet before they accused
him of harassing them again.
"Whatever you're having. I don't
care." He turned back to Elena. "I wouldn't
mind having a bit of that."
Remy followed his attention to Elena
as she whispered something into Scarlet's ear. The
two of them laughed, the sound carrying over the loud
music. Remy muttered to himself while Jonothan's eyes
widened.
"What do you think? Should I go
get in on that?"
"Get in on what? Are you still
talking about Elena?" he asked, exasperated.
"Elena ... the Indian one ...
both of them at the same time? Does it really matter?
They're both smoking hot."
"Dude, I thought I warned you
about Elena. Why won't you trust me? She's not worth
the trouble."
Jono shrugged. "I want to find
out for myself."
"Be my guest," Remy said,
gesturing to their table. "Go over there and
ask her out then. She'll snap your head off."
"That's why you've got to help
me, man!"
Remy shook his head. The last thing
he wanted was to get involved in this, especially
when he'd done all he could to steer Jono clear of
trouble. "Since when do you need my help? I thought
you had more game than that."
"I don't know what's wrong! This
isn't how it usually goes down. For some reason, she
seems to be immune to the fact that I'm a world-class
athlete and hot as fuck. Isn't that enough?"
Remy just blinked in disbelief of the
words coming from his mouth. "And I thought I
was cocky..."
"Don't be a fucking knob,"
Jono said, swallowing down his drink. "Just help
me out a little. Say some nice things about me, or
whatever it is she needs to hear."
"I don't even know what that would
be."
"Come on! I'm agreeing to do your
stupid exhibition for next to nothing! You're telling
me you can't hook me up with one date? How about showing
some gratitude? Don't make me regret helping you."
Remy grimaced. He didn't like the sound
of Jonothan's borderline blackmail. He refused to
let Jono ruin the X-Limit's exhibition and everything
they'd been working toward. Maybe he could say something
to Elena. If this was how Jono wanted to play it,
he supposed he'd have to try.
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